What if change isn't a bad thing...?

For as long as I can remember, the slightest bit of change has complete set me off.  When I was younger, and we were moving from house to house, I couldn't eat for weeks being nervous about the change. The transfer from Icc to ole miss scared me.... I hated it for the majority of my first semester. any time that I can feel something "different" it always has scared me.
But lately I've been thinking.... What if change isn't such a bad thing as I've always made it out to be. Here's to putting my best foot forward and embracing any change life throws my way.

To Do List

For some reason, writing out a to do list relieves my stress when I have an enormous load of work to complete..... and I am in class and I have cookies, a pepsi, my wallet, and laptop on my desk. So no room for a pencil and paper. Sorry blog, you get to read my to do list.

1. Most important: finish 8-20 page juvenile delinquency paper by tomorrow night at 5pm
2. Do online discussion juvenile delinquency by friday night
3. do powerpoint for writ 250 by friday (that's gonna suck)
4. FINISH unit by next week!!!!!! 
5. turn in teachlive papers and certificate
6. put together powerpoint presentation interview for Dr. Lana




kill me

Revisting my tag from 2011....

So I'm going back and revisting something that I posted in January 2011........ This will be something.... lets go

RIGHT NOW:

10 things about your appearance, (clothes, face, hair, height, smile, piercing’s, tattoo’s).
1. I have wet hair.OMG SAME
2. I am wearing grey and white striped shirt.Don't know what that is but it sounds ugly. Wearing a seafoam color tshirt
3. im wearing hot pink pajama pants. yoga pants lol
4. i dont have any shoes on.why would i
5. im wearing a green cami on under my shirt. that cami was from aeropostale 
6. im barely wearing any makeup i'm wearing none 
7. im wearing my necklace from george that i always wear/  wearing a pearl necklace and a bar necklace
8.  i have animal rubberbands, and hairbands on my arms. and a power balance. ok that sounds ugly... i'm wearing my rainbow lokai, pandora princess ring, and thumb ring
9. I am pretty skinny. "pretty" skinny 
10. Im average height.same ig

10 things you do every single day.
1. Sleep
2. eat
3. drink
4. hug flirt
5. text people
6. go on facebook instagram
7. go on gmail
8. take a shower

9. listen to my ipod going outside and listening to my iphone 
10. Talkk!

10 things about your personality.
1.I am quite talkative. ya
2.I think im funny. ya
3. Im smarttt...ish. toot toot oh wait thats my own horn
4. I get along better with guys whose the slut now, lori 
5. but i do have manyy girl bestfriends. ha 
6. I laugh a wholeee* lot. lol idk what happened to that
7. I apparently have an attitude problem.  nah duh 
8. I cry kinda easilyish. very easily 
9. I'm one of the weirdesttt people you'll ever meet. But I'll also be one of your favorites(: TOOT TOOT dang my horn won't shut up 
10.  I get along easilyy with people(: sure(: 

10 of your favorite foods.
1. potato soup. same
2. crackers. gross?
3.  m&ms same!!!!!!!!!
4. milk duds i mean not a favorite but theyre okay
5. sour patch kids. sick of them
6. nachos. sick of them
7. mashed potatoes! love them!!
8. condensed milk. yeahh that doesnt really count but whatever its okay 
9. ice cream yes

10.  doritos i guess

10 things about your friends.
1. taylor green is my bestfran. Haven't seen her in like 4 years :(
2. we've been through a lottt together.
3. our inside jokes are too manyy to count haha.
4. Nadine judehh is da junt. I love herr ta death idk why i said it like that 
5.lauren ostrander is the honestest(yes honestest) person i know. okay!!
6.  ashley and kara coward are some of the people i've been closest to for the longest. we have soo manyy memories and we always have a good time together. haven't talked to them in forever either :((((
7. amber estes is the newest person i've become good friends with. we sit right next to eachother in geometry. whatever i understand, she doesn't. and whatever she understands,  i dont. Today,  i did not understand AT ALL. she helped me tremendously. She makes fun of me being a blonde. Thanks ambaaa. punches myself in the face
8. kadie vance and I have the weirdest conversations. same with tia mabry. lol
9. I have alottt of close guyy friends, that i love to deathh. im sure i did

10. malloryy warnock is my oldest frienddd. friends since babies. too bad we only get to see eachother once or twice a yearrr:(( 

10 of your favorite people.
no ma'am. 

I was a chicken


10 things about your love interest.( ha love interest, really)
1. He was born in  May.
2. 6 days after me.
3. he's very serious about our relationship, whichh i appreciate(:.lol
4. he LOVES* mississippi state.
5. he likes pears and pineapples. hahah.
6. He plays basketballll.
7. Hes superr sweet to me..but wont even follow me back on instagram
8.  hes obsessed with scary movies.
9. we started going out on august 12. and he won't even follow me back on instagram on april 17
10.his bestfriends are taylor, jonah and jay. okay great best friends 

10 things you absolutely hate.
1. being embarrassed or in awkward situations. yes
2. being wrong.. what? I'm never wrong
3. when people act like they are better than everyone else.
4. How I think of things too much and upset myself.
5.  being mad.
6.  drama.
7. being confused in math. 
8. throwing up. same
9. When people push me to do things.
10. when people try to tell me what I* said or what I* did. yeah because I KNOW

10 things you love.
1. being outside on summer nights<3
2.  when im the only one awake(at night or in the morning)
3. being home alone.
4.  hanging out with friends.
5. Long conversations at night.
6.  after a big fight, when everything resolved and it just feels so good.
7. those  conversations i have with taylor green, when both of us are laughing so hard, and everyone thinks we are just stupid .
8. music.
9. twilight.
10. the feeling after you just get done shopping, and bought alot. random i know, but stll haha.

why didnt i say narnia

A Weekend in My Life

Hello, Hello :-)

Today I wanted to just update you guys on what I've been up to. I've had a particularly interesting weekend, so I thought I would give you guys a walk through of a weekend in my life... although not every weekend I do this much haha.

So the day starts off Friday morning at 6:10 AM. I roll out of bed and get dressed. I had to go to my school to observe, and stayed up wayy too late on Thursday. I got dressed, and got to my school in saltillo on time before 8. So I stayed there until around 11, and went home and changed into a tshirt and some converse. After that, I drove to Nadine's. We took her car and ate mugshots. She was craving it, and it was delicious. We needed to be in the downtown area anyway, because we had to pick up our color run tickets. We did so, and then headed to walmart to waste time until we could pick up our checks, which can't be picked up until 2. We actually took a 30 min nap in her car, and then went in to get our checks. Before she went in work, she bought me my birthday present.... the rainbow lokai!!!!*heart eyes*
Although it seemed like the day is about over, it was only 3. I had made plans with Becca. She came and picked me up at like 5, then we went to the mall, to eat at Danvers, and then back to my house. We just kinda sat around until I finally decided I wanted my belly button repierced. Sooo..... that happened.... and all I can say is it hurt like........... everything bad in this world lol. The guy who did it is the same guy who did Madeline's nose piercing, and my tragus piercing, and he does a great job. But the repiercing really hurt and shocked me.... after that the night was basically over and I went home and slept.

Saturday morning I woke up at 6:45. It was the color run!! The day we had been waiting for! Nadine came over at 7:30 maybe.. then we went and got breakfast and headed to the event. The run started at 9 and it was a lot of fun. It's a 5k and we both aren't star athletes... so naturally it was a little bit of a struggle. However, we made it and enjoyed the afterparty until around 12. Then we were both EXHAUSTED. I came home, showered and ate. After that, I slept until like 3. The rest of my night included watching PLL with Lainey. It was, indeed, a successful weekend.

Update :))

So I haven't actually updated since the summer, and boy has my life changed. I can't really say for the good or the bad. I have a new job, new friends, and go to a new school. IDK... lately I am a little down. BUT I have a super exciting weekend to look forward to!

Friday: Wake up at 6 am. Get dressed and go to Saltillo. At 11, come home. I'm gonna work on my research paper all afternoon, then go get my check around 3 or 4. Wait, before that, I have to go pick up my color run ticket. OKIE then go get my check. Then hang out with Becca. Keeping my mind busy is the best thing to do right now.
Saturday: THE COLOR RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally, so excited. After that, for the rest of the night I don't know what I will do,
Sunday: OFF all day. What an exciting weekend :-)

Survey to warm back up blogging

A – Accidents

01. Have you ever been in a car accident? I have had two people rear-end me. No damage to me tho.

02. Do you have a lot of scars? not particularly
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone?If you would call knocking becca to the ground and slapping her in the face with whip cream, then getting drop kicked, yes.
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? yes. when luke was an infant i was holding him and he stuck his finger in the fan
05. Have you ever had stitches? now that im without your kisses.... ill be needing stitches

B – Beauty

06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? im ok
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? yes

08. Do you put on a lot of makeup?If i feel like doing my makeup. Sometimes I barely put on any. it all depends
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? prob not

10. What do you like about your hair? the color and how if i style it, it stays that way

C – Consequences

11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for?a week maybe
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? no thank you
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? sometimes. im accidentally selfish sometimes
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? ignore me
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? >;-(

D – Dealing

16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? I say "im pissed at you"
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. everyday
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce ? No, thankfully
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?  

you think you're hot but im sorry youre not exactly who you- you think you arrrree. cant tell you what that you havent got but when you walk into the room
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. yes. with my friends, and people supporting me and keeping me busy

E – Experience

21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? Danvers, Baskin Robbins, Tutti Frutti. and I intern at elementary schools
22. Do you think that you are experienced, or not at all? with?
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? I feel like I have, but I am probably just over emotional

24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? probably  not
25. How old do you act? 16-21

F – Family

26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? yes. hey grandmother miss us yet?
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? fam
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? it depends ive never tried
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? I have 3 bff sibs and no. i dont get jealous
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? all the time

G – Growing

31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? 5'5
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that?no
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? Both, at different times 

35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn?yes

H – Hope

36. Love – real or not? real
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? optimist!!!!!!!!!!
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? everything happens for a reason
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive?yes
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? nothing

I – Issues

41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? not constant sadness or loneliness but it has increased over the past year
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? no
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? i have great luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! never any problems!
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? no
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? they don't call this section issues for nothing(rt lori)

J – Jokes

46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) "SSS"
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? both. but im a clown sometimes
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? not usually
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! when i first started working at tutti frutti, the watermelon machine was spilling everywhere. it literally flooded the whole back and i couldnt get it to stop. i text nadine and say "emergency come now" and she walks in all happy and says "I brought cookies!!" and i block the door and said "okay, before you look, this is not my fault" it was terrible
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? Only once.........

K – Knowledge

51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends?to learn i guess is what im supposed to say
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? dumb
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? 110
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? 4.0
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? lunch

L – Love

56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? yes 

57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? only when i make them
58. Is love worth it? yes
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? no am i petty??!
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? if i dont love you, i just say i love youtube

M – Money

61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? not specifically
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? average
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? scholarships
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? perfect person
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 6

N – Naughty

66. Are you a virgin?
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with?
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that?
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both!

O – Openness

71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? i open up very easily
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? i always trust people until they give me a reason not to
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? yes

74. When are you comfortable with someone? very quickly
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them?its hard to decide what to tell parents. close friends: yall better be ready to hear ab everything

P – Positive

76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? keep good times!!!!!

77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? yes
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? opti
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? no
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was: i guess so

Q – Questions

81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? i ask lol
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? sometimes i mean idk
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? it depends. if someone like nadine or lori makes me mad i will conf ront con front con front but if little susie who works next door pisses me off i just let it go
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? is big foot real

R – Respect

86. How do you show respect? say yes maam
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? lie
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? yes
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? "DO U WANT YOUR DATA CUT OFF? OK THEN LOSE THE ATTITUDE"
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness?mean back

S – School

91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? I'll be a senior in college next year
92. When will you graduate high school/college? after this semester, 2 more
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? im in college
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it?i like school. ole miss is a lil rough
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? no

T – Temptation

96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? who hasn't
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? i dont do peer pressure
98. Why did you do it? i didnt

99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? wow lets wait till the second date before you ask me questions like this
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? :))

U – Unique

102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? nahhh
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? depends on what the trends are
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex?  n o
105. What makes you different from people your age? i don't turn up every weekend

V – Value

106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? nothing
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? yes
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? thats a hard q
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? purse, wallet, clothes, laptop
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? these are like philosophy questions

W – Wishes

111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? unlimited money, to be with my true love tomorrow, to never have to live through someone i love dying
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?  both
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them?if you put enough money in the wishing fountain
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? yes. not saying
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? no

Y – You

121. Are you more independent or social? sociall
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? ha
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? i hope so
124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? the last option
125. Do you think people are generally good? ehhh

Z – Zest (ok?)

126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? i will be
127. Do you go on FacebookCraze.com to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one? n0
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? i h8 change
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people?yes

130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? love

i've been a terrible blogger lately


and i am sorry. it's been my vacation week and i've just been laying in bed or hanging out with people. so i haven't really got the macbook to post. but here i am. it's friday,  and i plan on making the best out of one of my last vacation days. however, today makes 2 years that one of my good friends passed away.  he was the first person i ever really knew that died, and thinking about it still doesn't feel real. people are posting it all on social media and "rip" posts and i don't know. i just like to push this day to the back of my mind. i don't know. i guess the best thing to do is go out and get my mind off of being sad, so i'm going to go hang out with one of my friends for a little while, then me and my sister may hang out. who knows, not me. sorry for my vent, i just kind of needed to.

i pinky promise i will update every day from now on again ok :))

Why I've been MIA

Okay, I'm sorry :( I haven't posted at all. The reason being is sunday, when I got home from work, I finally got to see my sister! It was great. Yesterday I worked 2-10 and today, I hung with friends and went to the eye dr. You could say I've been a little busy!!!! But starting tomorrow, when I'll have access to a laptop, I'll definitely have some new posts for you guys. Xoxodo

hello sunshine

so i never updated once i got home from work last night, and there is a reason for that.

I WAS EXHAUSTED!!!!! like i said, i didn't get an ounce of sleep, and i never took a nap before i went to work. well it was a saturday night, and saturday nights are the busiest time of the week. so i was especially exhausted when i got off. however, the work night was actually pretty good.

today i open, and i'm not really sure what time i get off,  or what i'm going to do when i get off. DID I MENTION I GET TO SEE MADELINE TODAY :))) it's been a long month or however long. they're coming down because my family is going to the beach next week. well, my family minus me ha.

once i have today down, i will have ONE more work day until my vacation. one moreee. yaaa.

well, i have to go clean the bathroom(thx mom)

why today is going to be the worst ever...

so like i said last night, yesterday was a great day!!

the last i posted, becca had called me on her way home from her friend's house, and we were just chatting. you know, it was midnight and i was home alone so it was pretty good company. well SOMEHOW it turned into a 4 hour conversation. we looked at the phone and it was 4 AM. yes that's right, becca and I talked for 4 hours without bickering. and then when we realized how late it was, we got off the phone and went to sleep. well SHE went to sleep. I was still up looking at pictures of food until almost 5. kill me. and i woke up this morning at like 10 and i can't go back to sleep <:( luckily i don't work until 5, but i feel dead. i can not go back to sleep. so i'm thinking about getting caffeine and faking it till i make it. but then, i know i'll be having a killer panic attack by the end of the day so that's no good either. i dunno, call me sleepy sally.

the update of my day (-:

so, as i have stated before, usually i am not a fan of fridays.

since i work nearly every friday, and it's busy, and i'm just usually tired. but today was really nice.

i woke up and ate lunch with aly. we hung out for a few hours, then i went to work. it wasn't the best 6 hours, but thankfully it ended soon.

nadine came over(besties 4 the resties!!!!!!) and we hung out and talked about everything, and then she took me to my car and we parted ways.

bae is with his friends, and becca called me so i've been talking to her cause i'm a little bored.

it's been a great day and i'm happy

healthy eating...maybe ?¿

okay you guys so I definitely know im not the best example for healthy eating. In fact, im ill until I have had a coke/pepsi each morning. But after I saw a picture for a water challenge (will attach below) I decided that drinking more water is something that needs to be in my goals.

Yes, so the title is quite misleading for I am not actually "eating" healthier right now, but drinking water is a start right? so I drank some earlier and I currently have a water bottle next to me and im making myself drink all of it before I go to sleep. we are supposed to have 8 cups of water a day and I doubt I even have 8 a week.....

Lol

Anyway im putting this on my blog so it can be official. I WILL drink more water and I will soon participate in the water challenge ok.

Read about it here http://www.coachmmorris.com/2013/04/water-bomb-are-you-getting-enough-water.html?m=1

is this 2010 idk

name the first 20 people that come to your mind

(btw im not using last names so lol)

1. jonah
2.  lainey
3.  nadine
4.  madeline
5. lori
6.  becca
7.  madison
8. kayla

9. aly
10.bri
11. beth

12.  reagan

13. colleen

14.  td 

15.  taylor w

16.  payton

17.  brady

18. whardeh

19. nader

20. nia

-How did you meet 10?
in college algebra :-) and we started being friends after the class

-What's your favorite memory with 4?
i have 17 years memories :,)

-What would you do if you had never met 1? 

i'd be single :((((

Do you consider 17 a good friend?

lol i suppose

-What would you do if 2 died?
:(((((((((


-Have you ever seen  16 cry?
no lol i've only hung out with her outside of class once

Is 20 a flirt? lol weird

How often do you talk to 18? when :D i :D see :D her :D

-Last time you saw 7?
last week lol

Is 5 attractive? she aiiightt

-What's 15's favorite color?
really idk

-How long have you known 3?

going on six years <3

-How did you meet number 8?
she applied at BR and started working with me

-What's your favorite thing about 11?
she bought me something from VS one time

-When was the last time you talked to number 6?
about two hours ago.

Who all has 3 dated?

is this a trick

-How do you think 19 feels about you?
probably hates me

-Have you ever hugged 15?

yes.

-Would you rather date 15 or 17??

 neither

-Who is 2 going out with? ricky dillon

-What grade is 8 in?
she's fixing to be a senior

-What is 5's favorite music? orchestra music

-Is 12 single? no

Is 14 nice? 

ha

-What's your favorite thing about 10?
 she's a great friend

-Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 14? HA pt 2

-Where does 18 live?
with #3 and #19

.
-What do you think about 13?
 we always have fun

-Do you love 14? 

replace the v with an a and replace the e with a t and add an h and an e and sure 

-What is the best thing about 3?

she's a great friend, listener, and person :)))

-What would you like to tell 6 right now? 

bye

-How do you feel about 9?
 she is so sweet and another great friend

Would you ever kiss 2? :*

-What is the best thing about 2?
 she makes me food and buys me candy

so today has been a pretty nice day.

i woke up and hung out with bae. we went and ate and shopped around and then he felt sick so he went home. i went and deposited my check and then got a few makeup necessities. PS I received my alex and ani bracelet in the mail! I luv <3

my plans for tonight are......

zero

zilch

absolutely nothing

squat

nada

im so tired and I'm also a little bored but hey. thats life. i've had a few friends ask to go do something but I'm just lazy and sleepy and i have drumsticks, the ice cream, not the chicken (thanks baeee) so I'm good.

as for tomorrow, i plan on maybe going to eat with my friend aly, and nadine may come over when i get off ( if       we      aren't      lazy) ha.

I'll probably post a survey or something tonight so stay tuned, friendmigos.

wacky wednesday

jk it wasn't a wacky wednesday i just wanted to be cute with my title :-P

today i woke up and laid around. jonah called and woke me up at 9 and we talked and when we got off the phone at like 9:15 I closed my eyes just to rest them and i woke up and it was like 11:15 :O ! then at like 1 nadine came over and brought me mcd's <3 and then we were still hungry, and us being professional chefs, made chocolate chip cookies.

then she left. and i sat by the window crying "please come back, my dear friend". jk i was like "lol bye im going to rest" and then I just played sims and talked to jonah. then at 6:20 I left for work. yes i had a very late shift. It was a really good, pretty easy night. anddd I got home at like 10:30. I took a shower, and now I'm talking to lainey and eating canteloupe.

Tomorrow i really really really wanna go see jurassic world with jonah. all i wanna do is go to the movies then eat taco bell or something chill with him. HOPEFULLY tomorrow will be date night, so I'll keep you guys updated. if not, I have all next week (my vacation week).

well its time for mel-mel.(melatonin lol im trying to be cute)

i'll catch up with u guys tomorrow! xoxoxo

Thoughts that I think of b4 bedtime

I started typing this as a record of how it's like taking melatonin. I fell asleep And never posted :-(


the title may not make much sense but about 15 minutes ago I took melatonin so I wanted to record my exact thoughts while drifting away. Let's begin

12:08 am
First of all why Tf does lainey cut canteloupe or a DANF watermelon fruit every night like girl go play fruit ninja

12:09 not even that tired fyi

12:12 why doesn't Elise from insidious investigate the snapchat ghost LMAOOOOOOOOO

12:14 im getting a little tired world

12:18 im drifting away I feel the drool already from drooling sleep drooling

12:24(,'xurreentlheubec pop on the way

 barney Id bwttrrt yrs

He's I still am

Basic Beauty tag

SKINCARE

–How many times do you wash your face daily?
I wash my face when I get in the shower, and then I use makeup wipes at night. When I use product twice a day my skin gets unbearably dry

-What skin type do you have? (dry,oily,combo)
Im guessing it's combo because it is oily in the summer and can get dry in the winter 

-What is your current facial wash?I use clean and care essentials face wash for in the mornings. And I rotate my makeup wipes. Im trying to find the "best" ones.

-Do you exfoliate?
Yes I do. About once a month I'll have a "spa" night and exfoliate and use a deep conditioning hair treatment.

-What brand do you use?
Honestly IDK. Most of the time the products are my mom's.

-What moisturizer do you use? I can not stand face moisturizer. It makes me feel greasy and gross haha

-Do you have freckles?  Yes. I have my fair share although they're nearly invisible in the fall/winter.

-Do you use eye cream?
I do not.

-Do you or did you have acne prone skin?
I used to ALWAYS be broken out, and if I switch foundations even for a few days, im broken out again. When I stick to my regular(see down below) foundation, I really only break out when I'm stressed. 

-Did you ever have to use Pro-activ?
Yes, in ninth grade I tried it. It did not help me. I also tried a similar brand this past winter when I was breaking out REALLY BAD, and it came with the same 3 step products. And it worked better and cleared me up. I think this was like a Walmart brand.

MAKE-UP
-What foundation do you use?
REVLON COLOR STAY TILL I DIE! I have never liked liquid foundation and have always tried to stick with powder. Powder made me feel and look cakey. My mom introduced me to revlon color stay and I've been stuck ever since. My friend aly told me to try rimmel london's stay matte foundation and I did. I was broken out the whole month. Never will I stray again. 

-How about concealer?
Maybellines instant age rewind is a great one. It cosmetics concealer tube has one side for under eyes and the other side as a brightener. Although pricey, I am in love.

-Do you know your undertone color?
I also, like Lori, also went to popsugar to find out and I also have cool undertones.

-What do you think of fake eyelashes?
I am a big fan. Although it's been 2 or 3 years, I would wear them again for a special occasion.

-Did you know that you are supposed to change your mascara every 3 months?
Yes but I go through mascara faster than 3 months dummy 

-What brand of mascara do you use?
My top favorite mascara that me, my mom, and madeline all use is Loreal's voluminous mascara in the black and gold tube. 

-Sephora or MAC? 

I guess Mac?!

-Do you have a MAC Pro-card?
No.

-What makeup tools do you use in make up application?
Brushes??? And when I want to do a cat eye I also use tape. Also my fingers

-Do you use make-up base/primer for the eyes?
Urban Decay Eye Primer Potion is the BEST. It's actually like $30 or $40, so usually it's just something im given for Christmas. 

-For the face?
NYX primer.

-What is your favorite eyeshadow (color or shade)?
I love the neutral light Browns in the naked pallets, and also this color called "ride it cowboy" or something like that from urban decay. 

-Do you use pencil or liquid eyeliner?
I prefer to use a pencil but will go back and forth with a gel eyeliner. I can't do liquid.

-How often do you poke your eyes with an eyeliner pencil?
I never have🙌

-What do you think of pigment eyeshadows?
Must have!

-Do you use mineral makeup?
I used to.

-What is your favorite lipstick?
There is only ONE lipstick I have ever liked and it is touchable taupe. It is a drugstore product, im not too sure the brand 

-How about lipgloss?
Not a fan of lipgloss.

-What is your favorite blush to use?
Ehhh, I go back in forth. NARS is great, but extremely pricey. ELFs blush/bronzer (thanks becca for the recommendation lol) is very affordable and great.

-Do you buy your makeup on ebay?
I love ebay, but I don't think so.

-Do you like drugstore makeup?
I do.

-Do you go to CCO’s? (cosmetic company outlets)
I never have been.

-Did you ever consider taking make-up classes?
I watch YT thanks (:

-Are you clumsy in putting on makeup? Just my eyes. Like I screw up my mascara easily. Also im doing this tag on my phone so I don't why this question is not bold

-Name a makeup crime that you hate? 

When people over do the wings!!!! Or weird brows. Or cakey makeup. 

-Do you like colorful shades of makeup (lipstick,eyeshadow) or neutral ones?
Neutrals. I can't wear bright pink lipstick when I'm just going to McDonald's that looks dumb 

-Which celebrity always has great make up? 

Kardashians and classy Taylor swift! 

-If you could leave the house using just ONE make up item,what would you choose? 

Foundation! 

-Could you ever leave the house without any makeup on?
Yes.

-Do you think you look good even without any makeup on?
I feel better with makeup on but I don't think I look like a witch without it ya know. 

-In your opinion, what is the BEST makeup line?
Urban decay or bare minerals. Also revlon for providing good products for less pricey.

-What do you think of Makeup?
I enjoy doing makeup. Some people like more, some like less. To each their own (;

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Tuesday update:

My pedi was a success. Nail city does it right every time and I love it. After getting pampered for about an hour, I got my choice of lunch. I chose Chickfila cuz I love chicken. Heehee. Then we went to the mall and my granny bought me urban decay eyeshadow. Yasss. We ran a few other errands and since like 2:30? Maybe I've been home.

A few minutes ago I made chocolate chip pancakes and they were pretty delightful. Now I'm returned into bed watching jaws(which I've never seen the full jaws) soo. Here I am. I don't plan on moving honestly. I asked bae about seeing Jurassic world or whatever it's called tonight but I forgot he closed :/ so it would be really late. Im sure we will on my vacation though.

In other news I RLLY need to do more looking into school and stuff but I just keep tucking it away in the back of my mind. I suck I know.

Well guys, that's all for now! C yaa

today was not a good monday.
i somewhat posted earlier, but i was posting from my phone, and i did i have to leave to go get gas, so i know it wasn't "interesting".
tonight work was.... pretty sucky not going to lie. we were sooo busy and i worked with two new girls :( i was getting so stressed out and it was just not fun. also, it didn't help my head was throbbing....

TOMORROW, as i said, i'm getting pedis and lunch with my grandmother. I can't wait. I'm gonna get up and fix my hair because my nappy curls are on my nerves. and then since PLL isn't showing this week (abc family never really explained why, i think they're showing a movie or something ...?? .. ? ) I guess I'll just watch the new show Scream and lay around. As I said previously, I really really want to be lazy this week and rest.

In other words, I won a columbia rain jacket on ebay for $25. I also bought an Alex & Ani bracelet. I also got this MSU the lodge long sleeve maroon over sized tshirt from city thrift. This has been my mini haul. no more shopping guys i PROMISE..........

lainey's making me watch youtube videos and i have to shower soo.. tata friends.

Today's update:

Shoving down food before I go to work. I work with the two new girls, or as I call them, the twits.  BLAH. 7 hours will go by quickly ((hopefully)) and I'll be back home.

TOMORROW MY GRANDMOTHER AND I ARE GOING TO LUNCH AND PEDICURES.
Im so excited.
Pedicures are literally my number one.
ESP when they're free ;;))

Shoot I just remembered I have to get gas. ;-( I'll blog more later