Friday, July 17, 2015

i've been a terrible blogger lately

and i am sorry. it's been my vacation week and i've just been laying in bed or hanging out with people. so i haven't really got the macbook to post. but here i am. it's friday,  and i plan on making the best out of one of my last vacation days. however, today makes 2 years that one of my good friends passed away.  he was the first person i ever really knew that died, and thinking about it still doesn't feel real. people are posting it all on social media and "rip" posts and i don't know. i just like to push this day to the back of my mind. i don't know. i guess the best thing to do is go out and get my mind off of being sad, so i'm going to go hang out with one of my friends for a little while, then me and my sister may hang out. who knows, not me. sorry for my vent, i just kind of needed to.

i pinky promise i will update every day from now on again ok :))

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Why I've been MIA

Okay, I'm sorry :( I haven't posted at all. The reason being is sunday, when I got home from work, I finally got to see my sister! It was great. Yesterday I worked 2-10 and today, I hung with friends and went to the eye dr. You could say I've been a little busy!!!! But starting tomorrow, when I'll have access to a laptop, I'll definitely have some new posts for you guys. Xoxodo

Sunday, July 12, 2015

hello sunshine

so i never updated once i got home from work last night, and there is a reason for that.

I WAS EXHAUSTED!!!!! like i said, i didn't get an ounce of sleep, and i never took a nap before i went to work. well it was a saturday night, and saturday nights are the busiest time of the week. so i was especially exhausted when i got off. however, the work night was actually pretty good.

today i open, and i'm not really sure what time i get off,  or what i'm going to do when i get off. DID I MENTION I GET TO SEE MADELINE TODAY :))) it's been a long month or however long. they're coming down because my family is going to the beach next week. well, my family minus me ha.

once i have today down, i will have ONE more work day until my vacation. one moreee. yaaa.

well, i have to go clean the bathroom(thx mom)

Saturday, July 11, 2015

why today is going to be the worst ever...

so like i said last night, yesterday was a great day!!

the last i posted, becca had called me on her way home from her friend's house, and we were just chatting. you know, it was midnight and i was home alone so it was pretty good company. well SOMEHOW it turned into a 4 hour conversation. we looked at the phone and it was 4 AM. yes that's right, becca and I talked for 4 hours without bickering. and then when we realized how late it was, we got off the phone and went to sleep. well SHE went to sleep. I was still up looking at pictures of food until almost 5. kill me. and i woke up this morning at like 10 and i can't go back to sleep <:( luckily i don't work until 5, but i feel dead. i can not go back to sleep. so i'm thinking about getting caffeine and faking it till i make it. but then, i know i'll be having a killer panic attack by the end of the day so that's no good either. i dunno, call me sleepy sally.

Friday, July 10, 2015

the update of my day (-:

so, as i have stated before, usually i am not a fan of fridays.

since i work nearly every friday, and it's busy, and i'm just usually tired. but today was really nice.

i woke up and ate lunch with aly. we hung out for a few hours, then i went to work. it wasn't the best 6 hours, but thankfully it ended soon.

nadine came over(besties 4 the resties!!!!!!) and we hung out and talked about everything, and then she took me to my car and we parted ways.

bae is with his friends, and becca called me so i've been talking to her cause i'm a little bored.

it's been a great day and i'm happy

Thursday, July 9, 2015

healthy eating...maybe ?¿

okay you guys so I definitely know im not the best example for healthy eating. In fact, im ill until I have had a coke/pepsi each morning. But after I saw a picture for a water challenge (will attach below) I decided that drinking more water is something that needs to be in my goals.
Yes, so the title is quite misleading for I am not actually "eating" healthier right now, but drinking water is a start right? so I drank some earlier and I currently have a water bottle next to me and im making myself drink all of it before I go to sleep. we are supposed to have 8 cups of water a day and I doubt I even have 8 a week.....

Anyway im putting this on my blog so it can be official. I WILL drink more water and I will soon participate in the water challenge ok.

Read about it here

is this 2010 idk

name the first 20 people that come to your mind

(btw im not using last names so lol)

1. jonah
2.  lainey
3.  nadine
4.  madeline
5. lori
6.  becca
7.  madison
8. kayla
9. aly
11. beth
12.  reagan
13. colleen
14.  td 
15.  taylor w
16.  payton
17.  brady
18. whardeh
19. nader
20. nia

-How did you meet 10?
in college algebra :-) and we started being friends after the class

-What's your favorite memory with 4?
i have 17 years memories :,)

-What would you do if you had never met 1? 
i'd be single :((((

Do you consider 17 a good friend?
lol i suppose

-What would you do if 2 died?

-Have you ever seen  16 cry?
no lol i've only hung out with her outside of class once

Is 20 a flirt? lol weird

How often do you talk to 18? when :D i :D see :D her :D

-Last time you saw 7?
last week lol

Is 5 attractive? she aiiightt

-What's 15's favorite color?
really idk

-How long have you known 3?
going on six years <3

-How did you meet number 8?
she applied at BR and started working with me

-What's your favorite thing about 11?
she bought me something from VS one time

-When was the last time you talked to number 6?
about two hours ago.

Who all has 3 dated?
is this a trick

-How do you think 19 feels about you?
probably hates me

-Have you ever hugged 15?

-Would you rather date 15 or 17??

-Who is 2 going out with? ricky dillon

-What grade is 8 in?
she's fixing to be a senior

-What is 5's favorite music? orchestra music

-Is 12 single? no

Is 14 nice? 

-What's your favorite thing about 10?
 she's a great friend

-Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 14? HA pt 2

-Where does 18 live?
with #3 and #19

-What do you think about 13?
 we always have fun

-Do you love 14? 
replace the v with an a and replace the e with a t and add an h and an e and sure 

-What is the best thing about 3?
she's a great friend, listener, and person :)))

-What would you like to tell 6 right now? 

-How do you feel about 9?
 she is so sweet and another great friend

Would you ever kiss 2? :*

-What is the best thing about 2?
 she makes me food and buys me candy
so today has been a pretty nice day.

i woke up and hung out with bae. we went and ate and shopped around and then he felt sick so he went home. i went and deposited my check and then got a few makeup necessities. PS I received my alex and ani bracelet in the mail! I luv <3

my plans for tonight are......



absolutely nothing



im so tired and I'm also a little bored but hey. thats life. i've had a few friends ask to go do something but I'm just lazy and sleepy and i have drumsticks, the ice cream, not the chicken (thanks baeee) so I'm good.

as for tomorrow, i plan on maybe going to eat with my friend aly, and nadine may come over when i get off ( if       we      aren't      lazy) ha.

I'll probably post a survey or something tonight so stay tuned, friendmigos.

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

wacky wednesday

jk it wasn't a wacky wednesday i just wanted to be cute with my title :-P

today i woke up and laid around. jonah called and woke me up at 9 and we talked and when we got off the phone at like 9:15 I closed my eyes just to rest them and i woke up and it was like 11:15 :O ! then at like 1 nadine came over and brought me mcd's <3 and then we were still hungry, and us being professional chefs, made chocolate chip cookies.

then she left. and i sat by the window crying "please come back, my dear friend". jk i was like "lol bye im going to rest" and then I just played sims and talked to jonah. then at 6:20 I left for work. yes i had a very late shift. It was a really good, pretty easy night. anddd I got home at like 10:30. I took a shower, and now I'm talking to lainey and eating canteloupe.

Tomorrow i really really really wanna go see jurassic world with jonah. all i wanna do is go to the movies then eat taco bell or something chill with him. HOPEFULLY tomorrow will be date night, so I'll keep you guys updated. if not, I have all next week (my vacation week).

well its time for mel-mel.(melatonin lol im trying to be cute)

i'll catch up with u guys tomorrow! xoxoxo

Thoughts that I think of b4 bedtime

I started typing this as a record of how it's like taking melatonin. I fell asleep And never posted :-(

the title may not make much sense but about 15 minutes ago I took melatonin so I wanted to record my exact thoughts while drifting away. Let's begin

12:08 am
First of all why Tf does lainey cut canteloupe or a DANF watermelon fruit every night like girl go play fruit ninja

12:09 not even that tired fyi

12:12 why doesn't Elise from insidious investigate the snapchat ghost LMAOOOOOOOOO

12:14 im getting a little tired world

12:18 im drifting away I feel the drool already from drooling sleep drooling

12:24(,'xurreentlheubec pop on the way

 barney Id bwttrrt yrs

He's I still am

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Basic Beauty tag

How many times do you wash your face daily?
I wash my face when I get in the shower, and then I use makeup wipes at night. When I use product twice a day my skin gets unbearably dry
-What skin type do you have? (dry,oily,combo)
Im guessing it's combo because it is oily in the summer and can get dry in the winter 
-What is your current facial wash?I use clean and care essentials face wash for in the mornings. And I rotate my makeup wipes. Im trying to find the "best" ones.
-Do you exfoliate?
Yes I do. About once a month I'll have a "spa" night and exfoliate and use a deep conditioning hair treatment.
-What brand do you use?
Honestly IDK. Most of the time the products are my mom's.
-What moisturizer do you use? I can not stand face moisturizer. It makes me feel greasy and gross haha
-Do you have freckles?  Yes. I have my fair share although they're nearly invisible in the fall/winter.
-Do you use eye cream?
I do not.
-Do you or did you have acne prone skin?
I used to ALWAYS be broken out, and if I switch foundations even for a few days, im broken out again. When I stick to my regular(see down below) foundation, I really only break out when I'm stressed. 
-Did you ever have to use Pro-activ?
Yes, in ninth grade I tried it. It did not help me. I also tried a similar brand this past winter when I was breaking out REALLY BAD, and it came with the same 3 step products. And it worked better and cleared me up. I think this was like a Walmart brand.
-What foundation do you use?
REVLON COLOR STAY TILL I DIE! I have never liked liquid foundation and have always tried to stick with powder. Powder made me feel and look cakey. My mom introduced me to revlon color stay and I've been stuck ever since. My friend aly told me to try rimmel london's stay matte foundation and I did. I was broken out the whole month. Never will I stray again. 
-How about concealer?
Maybellines instant age rewind is a great one. It cosmetics concealer tube has one side for under eyes and the other side as a brightener. Although pricey, I am in love.
-Do you know your undertone color?
I also, like Lori, also went to popsugar to find out and I also have cool undertones.
-What do you think of fake eyelashes?
I am a big fan. Although it's been 2 or 3 years, I would wear them again for a special occasion.
-Did you know that you are supposed to change your mascara every 3 months?
Yes but I go through mascara faster than 3 months dummy 
-What brand of mascara do you use?
My top favorite mascara that me, my mom, and madeline all use is Loreal's voluminous mascara in the black and gold tube. 
-Sephora or MAC? 
I guess Mac?!
-Do you have a MAC Pro-card?
-What makeup tools do you use in make up application?
Brushes??? And when I want to do a cat eye I also use tape. Also my fingers
-Do you use make-up base/primer for the eyes?
Urban Decay Eye Primer Potion is the BEST. It's actually like $30 or $40, so usually it's just something im given for Christmas. 
-For the face?
NYX primer.
-What is your favorite eyeshadow (color or shade)?
I love the neutral light Browns in the naked pallets, and also this color called "ride it cowboy" or something like that from urban decay. 
-Do you use pencil or liquid eyeliner?
I prefer to use a pencil but will go back and forth with a gel eyeliner. I can't do liquid.
-How often do you poke your eyes with an eyeliner pencil?
I never have🙌
-What do you think of pigment eyeshadows?
Must have!
-Do you use mineral makeup?
I used to.
-What is your favorite lipstick?
There is only ONE lipstick I have ever liked and it is touchable taupe. It is a drugstore product, im not too sure the brand 
-How about lipgloss?
Not a fan of lipgloss.
-What is your favorite blush to use?
Ehhh, I go back in forth. NARS is great, but extremely pricey. ELFs blush/bronzer (thanks becca for the recommendation lol) is very affordable and great.
-Do you buy your makeup on ebay?
I love ebay, but I don't think so.
-Do you like drugstore makeup?
I do.
-Do you go to CCO’s? (cosmetic company outlets)
I never have been.
-Did you ever consider taking make-up classes?
I watch YT thanks (:
-Are you clumsy in putting on makeup? Just my eyes. Like I screw up my mascara easily. Also im doing this tag on my phone so I don't why this question is not bold
-Name a makeup crime that you hate? 
When people over do the wings!!!! Or weird brows. Or cakey makeup. 
-Do you like colorful shades of makeup (lipstick,eyeshadow) or neutral ones?
Neutrals. I can't wear bright pink lipstick when I'm just going to McDonald's that looks dumb 
-Which celebrity always has great make up? 
Kardashians and classy Taylor swift! 
-If you could leave the house using just ONE make up item,what would you choose? 
-Could you ever leave the house without any makeup on?
-Do you think you look good even without any makeup on?
I feel better with makeup on but I don't think I look like a witch without it ya know. 
-In your opinion, what is the BEST makeup line?
Urban decay or bare minerals. Also revlon for providing good products for less pricey.
-What do you think of Makeup?
I enjoy doing makeup. Some people like more, some like less. To each their own (;
Tuesday update:

My pedi was a success. Nail city does it right every time and I love it. After getting pampered for about an hour, I got my choice of lunch. I chose Chickfila cuz I love chicken. Heehee. Then we went to the mall and my granny bought me urban decay eyeshadow. Yasss. We ran a few other errands and since like 2:30? Maybe I've been home.

A few minutes ago I made chocolate chip pancakes and they were pretty delightful. Now I'm returned into bed watching jaws(which I've never seen the full jaws) soo. Here I am. I don't plan on moving honestly. I asked bae about seeing Jurassic world or whatever it's called tonight but I forgot he closed :/ so it would be really late. Im sure we will on my vacation though.

In other news I RLLY need to do more looking into school and stuff but I just keep tucking it away in the back of my mind. I suck I know.

Well guys, that's all for now! C yaa

Monday, July 6, 2015

today was not a good monday.
i somewhat posted earlier, but i was posting from my phone, and i did i have to leave to go get gas, so i know it wasn't "interesting".
tonight work was.... pretty sucky not going to lie. we were sooo busy and i worked with two new girls :( i was getting so stressed out and it was just not fun. also, it didn't help my head was throbbing....

TOMORROW, as i said, i'm getting pedis and lunch with my grandmother. I can't wait. I'm gonna get up and fix my hair because my nappy curls are on my nerves. and then since PLL isn't showing this week (abc family never really explained why, i think they're showing a movie or something ...?? .. ? ) I guess I'll just watch the new show Scream and lay around. As I said previously, I really really want to be lazy this week and rest.

In other words, I won a columbia rain jacket on ebay for $25. I also bought an Alex & Ani bracelet. I also got this MSU the lodge long sleeve maroon over sized tshirt from city thrift. This has been my mini haul. no more shopping guys i PROMISE..........

lainey's making me watch youtube videos and i have to shower soo.. tata friends.
Today's update:

Shoving down food before I go to work. I work with the two new girls, or as I call them, the twits.  BLAH. 7 hours will go by quickly ((hopefully)) and I'll be back home.

Im so excited.
Pedicures are literally my number one.
ESP when they're free ;;))

Shoot I just remembered I have to get gas. ;-( I'll blog more later

Sunday, July 5, 2015


read when you have lots of time and are bored.
((im currently laying in bed eating ice cream so i thought i might as well do something productive

Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight? JONAH called me before he went to bed. i was outside and called him back literally one minute later. he was asleep :// missed my chance for that.

Ever had a near death experience? no, fortunately

Where’s your cell phone? to the left of me

What is the last thing you thought about? how good this ice cream is 

Do you regret anything? yeahhh.

If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell? a funeral home, cuz i'd be dead

What are you going to do this weekend? i did nothing this weekend

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? a few minutes ago!

Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy? i like revenge, not gonna lie. but i am a very jealous person.  idk i dont really know how to answer this question.

Who would you like your next “fling” to be with? no1

Would you curse in front of your parents? sure

What kind of camera do you have? iphone5c??

Would you rather go to a party or out of town? not big on either, but party if i had to pick.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close? there is someone who used to be pretty close and we aren't that close anymore. 

When was the last time you held someone’s hand? today <<<<3333

Who can you tell everything to? bae and my closest friends. 

Can you play guitar hero? yes i think

Is any part of your body sore? yes my feet are hurting bad
Are you missing someone right now? Yes

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be? no?

When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed? today

Do you like your phone? yes it's still pretty good

Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you? :/ 

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick? ouch this is hard cause some of me and my friends clash. let me name a few of my pals. becca: definitely not. sorry becca. 
lori: i feel like it would be good for a while but i get on your nerves((as you say)) but we would have to have totally seperate rooms. 
nadine: I think nadine would be the best candidate cause we both like sleeping and being alone so even if we had to share a room it would be like we aren't even together. 

What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say? "did you work today by the way"

When is your next road trip? hopefully to M-town

What did you do this week? monday: worked all day :/ then lori came over after
tuesday: PLL day!! then hung out with nadine and lori after
wednesday: hung out with colleen! then i think lori came over
thursday: ? ? ? ? i dont remember ? ? ? i think i just went to walmart with lainey. then worked all weekend

Met anyone new in the past week? no
What does your bestfriends call you? kate, katiemack95, psycho, katelyn, beautiful, princess, angel, thats about right :_)))

Who was the last person to go to the movies with you? jonah <333

Are you currently fighting with someone? there are a few people im annoyed at

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? i have caterpillars, not butterflies

Who/What would you like to see right now? always bae

Are you mad at someone right now? not mad...just aggravated 
What’s the nicest text in your inbox say? hold on....lemme find this nice gem. "goodnight katelyn. you're the best. i love you" SO SIMPLE BUT SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone? cellphone.

Is there an empty place in your heart? my heart is full 

Do you count down the days till anything? sometimes.

Are you looking forward to something as of right now? yah, a day off

Have you ever been called a tease? no.

What are your chances of getting with your crush? 100%

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family? yes

Anyone told you a secret this week? yes.

Do you ever turn your cell phone off? i mean sometimes

Do you hate anyone? no. :-) *knife emoji*

Last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing? i was wearing jonahs boxers last night 

What do you want in your life right now? 2 be done with school

When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry? a few summer nights this summer have lead me to that feeling :') 

Did you tell someone something today? yes... ??? 

Do you trust people easily? sometimes.

What were you doing at 9pm Friday night? "regular cone or sugar cone" <00 

A – Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? someone has rear ended me((well two people have))
02. Do you have a lot of scars? i have two waffle iron burns
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? not yet...............
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? lol sorry lainey
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? i had stitches in my mouthh.
B – Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? i have a bleautiful sou
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? yes sometimes
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? i just have a full makeup routine. sometimes i wear none but i enjoy doing my makeup. is there a problem??????
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? if i was forced to i'd want lip injections ;,) but i would never really do it
10. What do you like about your hair? i guess the color is unique and its FINALLY getting my dream length
C – Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for?a few days maybe
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? keep it.
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? yes
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? ignore me :(
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? i'd rather not say :_((
D – Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? if its a friend.... hey nadine why dont you answer this for them :)))) if its  a friend i ignore them until i've cooled down. then i start communicating (i act kinda salty and snappy at first) and then i chill out. if its jonah i just get emotional
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. hmmm...
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce ? no.
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?  at HS it was the worst. im in college now so that doesn't really happen.
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. yes i have. i just knew i had to accept it and i got through it and surrounded myself by people. 
E – Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? yes. i've been a camp counselor, worked at sho gun, danvers, and now currently baskin robbins
22. Do you think that you are experienced, or not at all? i think so. i've been working for 5 years lol.
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? I've had some emotional times where nothing was going right for me, but i know people have had it a lot worse.
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? no no.
25. How old do you act? 17? ;)
F – Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? yes. my grandmother is a TWIT. period.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? family, but there are some friends that are like family so ha. beat the question
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? I don't just give them every detail about everything....
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? no!!! but yes i have three lovely siblings
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? i talk to lainey every night before i sleep and me and my dad text.
G – Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? 5'3 i think.  i guess my height is okay?
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? no?
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? i still act childish not gonna lie
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? i dont wanna talk ab it!!!!
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? yes
H – Hope
36. Love – real or not? yes
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? whichever one is the "Glass is half full"
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? everything happens for a reason
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? idk i think?
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?  a pedicure
I – Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? when im on my period lol
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? panic attacks :-? if that counts
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? my relationship is gr8
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? no
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? dang this is a little personal. back up plz
J – Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) okay, WYMM
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? it goes both ways
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? no but my ribs hurt
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! TOO MANY TO NAME.
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? no im as quiet as a mouse
K – Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? to be miserable
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? the past yr people called me smart :)))
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? 100
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? what
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? i like math
L – Love
56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? yes
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? yes
58. Is love worth it? yes
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? yes
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? yes
M – Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? no
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? average
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to?  i didnt save up lol
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? i found bae so i guess not is winning money
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 6
N – Naughty
66. Are you a virgin?
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with?
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that?
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both!
O – Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? gimme a good hour
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? two years
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? im a little sketchy towards some people
74. When are you comfortable with someone? hmm if im one on one with you for a little while then its pretty easy
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? it depends i mean.......
P – Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of
the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? keep the memory because of the good times. and learn from the bad times
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? sure?
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? i already answered this
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? i guess?
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was:  lol u spelled explain wrong. but yes. i cant really think of it though
Q – Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? i hate asking or help bc then people make you feel dumb and hold it against you. at least at work anyway.
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? this question makes me think too deep and im sleepy
83. Do you think the government is truthful? no.
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? confront!!!!!!
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? I KNOW ALIENS  R REAL
R – Respect
86. How do you show respect? be respectful
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? REPEATEDLY LIE TO ME
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? yes
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? i would get my phone taken away
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? MEAN BACK
S – School
91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? JR in college
92. When will you graduate high school/college? two years
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? elementary ed
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? i like it
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? no
T – Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? yes
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? nope.
98. Why did you do it? i never have
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? no
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? im independent!
U – Unique
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? yes hehehahah
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? i always fall into trends
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? no.
105. What makes you different from people your age? i dont party
V – Value
106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? wow idk
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? yes
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? the two pieces of jewelery jonah has bought me.
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? the jewelery jonah has bought me, my nike shoes, as many tshirts as i can, my earring collection, hmm... idk my wallet.
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? no
W – Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? UNLimitED MONEy, unlimited food and unlimited gas
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?  both :,)
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? if you work for it
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? to be with jonah
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? sure
Y – You
121. Are you more independent or social? both at the same time
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? <:) certain ppl
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? yes
124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? they develop personalities based on what they go through
125. Do you think people are generally good ? yes
Z – Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? i am. i have everything i could want, besides being done with school
127. Do you go on to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one? sure
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? i hate change...
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? not really tbh
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? good question, ill let u know when i find out

Sunday not funday

Today was a......not fun day. It wasn't terrible, but it wasn't roses and peaches.

It started out at 10 AM(okay this part of my day was great). I started getting ready and me and jonah ate lunch at 11. We had a fun date, but then I had to leave for work :-/

At first work was pretty slow(everyone's tired from turnin up on the 4th lol) and then At 3 we got soooo busy. I got so frustrated and ill. And my feet have been KILLING me! K I L L I N G me. This week I want to rest more than I have been. My friend aly has been at the beach and she's coming back this week. I'll probably do something with her this week, and I'll hang with jonah some. Tomorrow I don't leave for work until 3 and I won't get out of bed until then.

Tonight my plans are:

Try to win this rain jacket on eBay for $19

Maybe watch a movie

Avoid lainey((She likes to talk a lot ;-) ))

And take 300 melatonin so I can be out by 10.

Thanks U guys for reading, talk to you soon

Saturday, July 4, 2015

My 4th!!!

well I celebrated my independence day by not being independent at work :-///

I woke up and hung with Nadine and Lori!!!! Fun:-) then I went to work :-/// thats basically all

OH BUT my best buddy Nadine and 143wjudeh surprised me with SPARKLERS!!!!!!!!! They were waiting when I got off. Friends are the best!

Im just feeling really happy and satisfied. Next week my agenda: be lazy af. Goodnight world

Thursday, July 2, 2015

hello friends!
it's currently a thursday evening, 6 minutes till 7, and this is my 15th post! so as a celebration i wanted to do a giveaway.....

totally kidding, i'm way too cheep cheep for that. but i did want to catch up with you guys. thats just as nice, right :)

yesterday i honestly don't even remember what i did. the days are just becoming a blur. but i think i remember laying in bed, rewatching pll letting it soak in, and then getting ready. me and colleen went to the mall, where she spent $100 on two pairs of shorts and a $10 tank(ouch). but it is american eagle soooo. then we went and ate bww and then parted ways. then, i got home and lori came over. we probably said 3 words the whole night. we just sat on opposite sides of the bed while she blogged and i watched FC. lol friendship. then i went to sleeeeep.

this morning i woke up and readied myself and ate with bae on his lunch break. always nice < 3 < 3

i don't know if im doing something tonight or nahhh. but tomorrow is work again < / 3 noooo.

maybe ill post again tonight, maybe not. im unpredictable like a flower in the wind. tata

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

me redoing old fb notes edition 1.

okay so i came across my old facebook notes and wanted to redo them. I'm going to keep my old answers tho, just for the giggles ;-) i'm going to have my OLD answers in blue and my NEW answers in bold. well lets go.

Could you handle being married to the last person you text messaged?
the last person i texted was "bacon(:". no i would not be able to handle being married to lori. 

yes, i could absolutely handle getting married to jonah!!!!! when?!?!

Were you happy when you woke up today?

well i mean sure but i had a terrible headache.

Who did you last hangout with?

lori and nadine.

What were you doing yesterday?
umm... i cleaned my room. and then i went and hung out with kadie

(^she actually hung out with me??!!?! :O ) well i woke up. went to eat and watched a movie, watched PLL then hung out with my amigos ;)

What are you excited for?
umm i'm kinda ready for monday.

im ready to eat tonight. ready for FC to come back on. ready to see J tomorrow. ready to start going to ole miss and get a real job. also, ready for my phone case to come in.

What's the last thing you put on your lips?


Have a best friend?


Are you scared to fall in love?

already in love <3 (i know, go ahead and gag)

Do you think teenagers can be in love?
yess maam. 

hmmm. i think it takes a lot to REALLY be in love.  I think you can love someone at a young age, but to really love someone, you have to go through a lot. so it depends. 

Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
not sayin

i can think of a few suckers i'd like to knock out

What time is it right this second?

5:11 PM

Who was the last person you took a picture with?

well let me go to my camera roll and check. i really never take pics anymore i've looked pretty ratchet lately. I feel like it'll be last week when i had my date(the last day i actually did my hair besides today) but lemme check.. it was jonah!!!  
When was the last time you cried?
a while ago. 

I've teared up listening to songs that give me memories, and i cried re watching an old episode of FC (when crash goes to the army ouchhh) the other day. 

Do you find it hard to trust others?
not really, i probably trust more people than i shouldd.

I used to REALLY trust people. like i always like to see the best in people, like they want the best for me. but since i recently had a friend where everything they said was a lie and literally always ran their mouth about me, things have changed. now sometimes I am on my guard and I investigate to see if people are lying and i'm less trust-y. i also had another experience recently where someone was just fake!!!!! i know, i'm giving you guys my life story, but point is i've become less trusting of other people. 

How fast does your mind change?
veryy fast.

not very i dont think?

I bet you miss somebody right now?

i mean there's someone i always miss 

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?

yes best i've been in a while

Tell me what's on your mind?
how hungryy i am.

this thing that i'm doing and trying to remember to blue and bold everything.

What are you looking forward to in the next three weeks?
I don't really have anything im looking forward to specifically.

having my vacation!!! that will be nice. and also i have orientation in 3 weeks and im a little nervous.

When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
which one? ;D

18 mins ago

When is your next road trip?
I have n*o* idea

whenever i go, i just have n*o* idea. lol

Do you think somebody's in love with you?
ohh, idk.

yes, even when he calls me psycho 

What are you planning on doing after this?

finishing my makeup 

Next time you will kiss someone?

probably tmrw!

Are you afraid of the dark?
haha no way


Do you have good vision?


Have you ever tripped someone?

no i went back in time and un tripped someone. -_-

Have you ever slapped someone?
Yeahh. its very stress relieving haha. 

Do you miss the way things used to be?
Not really, kinda

the only thing i miss is not working all the time, and being less stressed ab school. i wouldn't go back to the past for anything
Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?

who told me they were in love with me in 2011?? weird  ^^ but yes. 

Will tomorrow be better than today?
i dont know. today has been pretty good.

maybe, maybe not. 

Where is the person you like? 
haha uhh i dont know

haha uhh my bf!?

Who is the prettiest girl celebrity in your opinion?
Taylor Swift

still love taylor. i think kesha is beautiful. seriously guys, look @ her now. her look is different.

Who is the hottest guy celebrity?
Taylor Lautner!! and Zac Efron and Keegan Allen.

still taylor lautner. still zac efron. caleb ruminier and alex saxon.

The person I hate most:
don't hateee; just strongly dislike

"the national purge has begun" brb 
Are you cold?
no, i feel amazing.

 wow, i felt AMAZING... nah im good.
Is it okay to kiss someone, even if you arent dating them?

I mean i have a boyfriend so......i wouldn't. but to answer the Q, sure

Are you in a relationship?
nopee, im single. 

nopee, i'm in an TRAP. HELP!!!!!! just kidding. lol weird im bored with this survey. yes i have a bf

What if someone asked you out right now?
depends who it was. 

"i have a bf sorry"

Whats the last thing that scared you?
the bees outside haha

not gonna lie, scream was pretty intense.